**Writing converts your ideas from vague to bad. But that's a step forward, because once you can see the brokenness, you can fix it.** --- * [arcanum](arcanum/index.md) * [[Trading]] * [Finance](Finance/index.md) * [cs](cs/index.md) * [[misc]] --- I have to start having hard stop loses, I have to tell myself NEVER NEVER CAN I BE DOWN 11% in a position after 1 day in a trade... Money (the kind worth having in any case) is usually downstream of character and relationships Character (mental/physical health and skill) —> relationships —> wealth 3 -> 6 -> 9 Input --> System --> Output Thesis --> Antithesis --> Synthesis want to be able to press 1 for arcanum 2 for trading 3 for finance ect ... at lest for main index first off lucifer is latin so the concept youre looking at is something much older that as to do with light and the metaphysics of it. Phosphorus(venus) is the bringer of "the eden above" another word for it "syncronosity", the shells who open to show it's pearl, same symbolism as Khepri Orion was maried to Eos, the dawn - echos of the lucifer connection fertilisation of the abyss(meant ginnungagap not abyss) by masculine fire from heaven (above) freewill problem - matrix yabaldaoth scene Orion killed by scorpion - as fate/higher will sting Thou shall be brought down to Hell, to the sides of the pit. -Isa 14:15 This “pit” was the same as Helel, or Asherah, the god’s own Mother-bride, and his descent as the lightning serpent into her Pit represented the fertilization of the abyss by masculine fire from heaven. In short, the Light-bringer challenged the supreme solar deity by seeking the favours of the Mother. This divine rivalry explains the so-called sin of Lucifer, hubris, which church fathers translated “pride” — but its real meaning was “sexual passion.” Egypt called the Morning Star god Bennu, the dying-and-reborn Phoenix bird known as “Soul of Ra,” who died on the world tree in order to renew himself, to “shine on the world.” -Walker, 552-3 Lucifer (can)here represents the intellectual mind without the illumination of the spiritual mind; therefore it is a “false light.” -Hall, 142 ashera vs hathor the abyss vs ginnungagap one is typhonian not the other...